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Despite the less than enthusiastic titling of this journal, I am really looking forward to the New Year. Before I say anything else, I just want to thank ^neurotype and *0hgravity and everyone who has commented/faved 'tree, fiddler crab' and added me to their watch and given me llamas and just... I'm ending the year with a third DD. And I've been here for two years now, against all odds (usually I get fed up of websites after about six months) and you're all so astonishingly lovely.

2012 has been a fantastic year for me. There have been good parts and bad parts, but looking back, I think it's mostly good parts. I turned 18, applied for university, started my last year of school, had the interview at Oxford University that I've wanted since I was eight, and I got a poem published. I finally realised that writing is more important to me than anything, that I love writing essays, that English Literature is what I want to do. I started learning the guitar. I passed my Grade 6 piano exam and my Grade 5 singing exam (the latter, with merit). I have a wonderful group of friends (which never ceases to amaze me) and a fantastic - if dysfunctional - family. I gave blood for the first time (and promptly threw up). I've been to see The Hobbit twice (only fuelling my Tolkien obsession). I came out of therapy and I haven't gone back. I started NaNoWriMo and failed dramatically, but I still got further than any year previously. I got an A in my English Literature AS and I went to the Olympics to watch Team GB in a hockey match. I have done so much and I feel extremely proud. (Oh, and I survived the end of the world. Again.)

Before I started writing this journal, I went back and looked at the journal [link] wrote at this time last year. I wrote a list of all the things I wanted to achieve in 2012. I'm astonished to realise I've succeeded in nearly all of those resolutions, and those which I haven't succeeded in can legitimately be carried over to the coming new year. It's probably the first time I've actually completed my new year's resolutions (to tell the truth, I didn't really get the hang of meditation, nor did I start yoga - but I did teach myself to relax, and I bought a yoga mat, which I think should count for something).

This year, I'll be facing multiple challenges - starting with my January exams, the first of which is on the 9th. That's immediately followed by the date I should hear back from Oxford on whether they are making me an offer or not (the 10th). In April, I'll see Ludovico Einaudi performing at the Symphony Hall. Then I'll have my exams in May, and I'm returning on pilgrimage to Lourdes. Throughout the year, I'll be celebrating the 18th birthdays of many of my wonderful friends. In September, I'll be turning 19 and leaving home to start English Literature at university. It's intimidating, scarily big and will affect the rest of my life. And I've never been more excited.

Several things will be happening that are writing related. I'm currently attempting to write a poetry book (which is part of the reason I haven't posted much lately - I'm keeping these poems to myself until I've finished it.) I'm also intending to participate in ~venturus's Glory Be! project: [link] . Less writing-related, but similar to that project is an initiative I've seen on tumblr. Every time something happens that makes me happy, I'm going to write it down on a piece of paper, fold it up, and put it in a jar. This time next year, I'll open the jar and see just how many fantastic things have happened to me in 2013.

I'm going to leave you with the same words as I did last year, because no matter what else changes, Neil Gaiman will always be an amazing writer and a wonderful man, and at the turn of the year, I think these particular words are always worth reading.

May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you're wonderful, and don't forget to make some art -- write or draw or build or sing or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself.
I hope you will have a wonderful year, that you'll dream dangerously and outrageously, that you'll make something that didn't exist before you made it, that you will be loved and that you will be liked, and that you will have people to love and to like in return. And, most importantly (because I think there should be more kindness and more wisdom in the world right now), that you will, when you need to be, be wise, and that you will always be kind. 
I hope that in this year to come, you make mistakes.

Because if you are making mistakes, then you are making new things, trying new things, learning, living, pushing yourself, changing yourself, changing your world. You're doing things you've never done before, and more importantly, you're Doing Something.

So that's my wish for you, and all of us, and my wish for myself. Make New Mistakes. Make glorious, amazing mistakes. Make mistakes nobody's ever made before. Don't freeze, don't stop, don't worry that it isn't good enough, or it isn't perfect, whatever it is: art, or love, or work or family or life.

Whatever it is you're scared of doing, Do it.

Make your mistakes, next year and forever.


I wish you all the love, happiness and luck in the world.  Be fantastic.

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Megan
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United Kingdom
I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by madness, starving hysterical naked...
~ Allen Ginsberg, Howl

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*RiseandBe May 15, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Welcome to #PoeticalCondition!
We are happy to include you as one of our members and look forward to your contributions.
We hope to see you as an active part of our humble group.

Your Founder, RiseandBe
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Mood: Affection `HaveTales-WillTell May 4, 2013  Professional Writer
I'm so far behind in my message center, it's not even funny. :blushes:

:thanks: Thank you for adding me to your :+devwatch: nearly a month ago, as well as adding Massacre of the Innocence to your :+fav:'s.
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It's a shame the NaPoWriMo thing is finishing indeed, I really enjoyed them all :)
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Thank you for the :+fav:.
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thanks for the :+fav: on questioning people
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:icondisrhythmic:
Thank you for the fave. :heart:
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humbled :heart:
hope you are well, pretty lady. miss seeing you around here
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~kidahGEEK Mar 28, 2013  Professional Writer
Thanks so much for the fave =)
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:iconwallabyart-poetry:
had a few minutes to be on, saw your comment and fav---thank you so much for your ongoing support!
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*0hgravity Mar 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you for the fav ^^
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